Lol, late updates.

Wow, I haven’t updated this blog in a very long time.

I guess you could say a lot of things happened and I left this blog sort of abruptly.
Quitted all my characters and I come on just for some bossing on my Bowmaster during extended breaks but other than that, I’ve completely quit Maple Story. I had the desire to come back and start a Gunslinger but that got boring after awhile.

I’ve been getting back into sports and working out, just the way I was before I got sucked into Maple Story. I’ve been into the NFL season from start to finish for the first time in nearly 3 years and I’m really into the NFL and the March Madness lately. I’m wishing the best for Villanova pulling an upset victory over Duke University and the Boston Celtics to defending their 08′ championship despite dropping from the top seed recently to the third seed after their loss to the Orlando Magics.

Involvement in church and “life” I guess you could say, as opposed to “Maple life” has been so much better. I went to the Lighthouse Spring Break and while it wasn’t life changing or anything like that but it was a good way to spend fellowship and meet a lot of other Christians in the area and make my life in Maryland a lot more manageable. I don’t go out as often and I’ve been a lot more responsible these days. I drink a lot less ever since this spring break, I’ve been getting into fights with just about everyone because of my angry, drunk mood swings. I quit smoking too and I noticed that it’s making me so irritable and what people call my “nicotine-withdrawal PMS.” I can’t say I disagree, I’ve been really bitchy but once I get over it, I hope it won’t be as bad.

My grades have been picking up. Last semester was a F, C, B, B, C and at the moment, my second semester grades are roughly an A, B, B/C, A/B, and my mid-semester class just started so I’m not really sure about that at the moment but I hope it turns out well. Lately, it feels good to have dilemmas over simple things. Instead of struggling to try and quit cigarettes or continue playing Maple Story, the biggest dilemma I had to think about was whether I should get a Boston Celtics, Paul Pierce, jersey or a Miami Heats, Dwyane Wade, jersey. Every time I watch Dwyane Wade play, I feel so compelled to get his jersey because of what an amazing player he is but then I can’t help but go with my 6 year old love for the Boston Celtics. Especially Paul Pierce. Ray Allen and Kevin Garnett are all Hall of Famers in their own respects but Paul Pierce is the one player who stuck with the Celtics through the reconstruction of a failing franchise to pull through for the 2008 NBA championships and the franchise’s 17th championship

Anyways, I have an art assignment to do and I’m watching the Chicago play the Heats so I’ll end this blog entry here. Whether or not I’ll keep writing here or move to another blog is still undecided but yeah. I’m still alive guys! lols =]

11/14/08

I neglected to update BootCamp onto my computer leaving me unable to go on MS.

Character-wise, I have a somewhat interesting idea coming up. I won’t say anything on my blog but anyone is free to ask me on MSN or MS (During Thanksgiving Break). I’ll be working on gathering some equips and vending but this Thanksgiving Break, I plan on ensuring that I can get BootCamp on my Macbook. I really like this idea and I hope to actually stick to it. Stick to it as in get to 3rd job at the minimum.
My F/P, DrK, Paladin, RK- using Hero all ended up flops being levels 11, 36, 27, 26 respectively haha fail. But we’ll see what happens :]

MS

sucks.

F4

My Windows XP laptop has a problem with our school’s ethernet cable connection because of the lack of an anti-virus program. I don’t think I can go on MS for awhile and although it sucks, I guess it’s for the best? I don’t really wanna quit but I do need to focus more. My visit home wasn’t the best, I got sick and couldn’t do anything but go on the computer for a little bit and sleep. I came back to shyMAYHEM to play a BM again.

I switched to a Top and Bottom since I sold my Overall. A 18 Str, White Piette Top and a 16 Dex, Red Legolier Bottom and a 3/115 Nisrock. I should reset some Str but it can come later.
shyMAYHEM equips is as the following:
- 15Str / 32Dex / 15Lck / 16Int Z-helm
- 22Str / 22Dex / 22Lck / 22Int HT Pendant
- 15 SCG
- 2/6 FS
- 4/8 PAC
- 18Str Top
- 16Dex Bot
- 12Dex Earrings
- 3/115 Nis
- 6Dex Face
I really wanna gather mesos for a 8Dex Face and a 16-17 Glove, maybe even try and get my 117 Nis back but so expensive. We’ll see what happens ^_^ 

Not so much MS, but I’ve been thinking a lot about church. I haven’t gone in a some-what 2 months, and I regret it in one way but I don’t see myself going back. Taking a Philosophy class, I learnt to question what was taught and I began thinking about Christianity more and a lot of people say that it can cripple a person’s belief in religion. Maybe it just made me more of an independent thinker, but I don’t see myself going back to my church in Maryland. Whether it’s because I rather not see certain people, or God himself, whatever happens happens.

Visit home.

I’m planning on taking the last of my exams within the next 2 days and going off to home.

Monday-
> Computer Science Lecture Midterm
> English Midterm Part 2
> English Assignment Due

Tuesday-
> CRMJ class + Discussion Board Replies
> Philosophy Exam on the Symposium, The Trial and Death of Socrates, and De Anima.
> Political Science Exam

I really miss Korean food and having free time to going on MS. My Spearman is currently at level 31 but I didn’t have a chance to get on to grind. I did obtain a really nice 12/123 Pinaka and I’m hoping to get to level 50 hopefully around Wintertime. But this trip home, I really wanna see how everyone is doing. I might even go to church and see how everyone is and see some friends. I guess it’s because I’m an introvert and I get shy even from people I’ve seen/known for a long time, I get shy and I try to avoid them haha. I also haven’t been to church in like two months? I guess I kind of miss it so this visit will be good I hope.

Although if I see my ex again, I hope I don’t lose it because it ticked me off what happened. Well, it’s already 1:35AM so I’m going to study but I’ll see everyone soon when I hope on MS. By the way, can anyone look around for a 121-124 Weapon Attack Faltizan/Pinaka? I’m offering a good price depending on its stats so look around my friends ;3 I’m sure Scania has some awesome Spears.
(This means you Jackk, Kevo)

Personal.

I haven’t updated my wordpress in awhile and I must say, I really missed blogging!

A few things have happened since last time. I began a Warrior in Khaini with the name Appetency.
It recently hit Spearman and the equips I was looking to obtain were obtained and I’m hoping to hit my goal of 50 soon and also get good grades on my upcoming midterms.

However, I didn’t write this blog to write much about MS. I’ll get to that later, for now, I had this aching urge to blog and just write some personal stuff. I’m aware that this is as public as ANY website but since when do I care about things like that?

My roommate Christopher Flecker went home for the first time up to New York. We talk about making our room “pro” just about all the time. We bought 4-foot blacklights for our room and set them up around our room and hung white sheets on our walls. I’ll try really hard to get pictures up. Anyways, being all alone in my room this weekend made me realize, I don’t have any true friends. Sure, I have friends to eat dinner with, friends to go to the gym with, watch the stars at night, do homework with on the grass, play cards and eat junk food all day with, but no one I can just honestly talk to. Just pour out a person’s heart takes someone special and I just feel I haven’t met that friend yet. I hope that person comes soon.

Another thing that has been bothering me is the feeling of temporary emotions in college. Everywhere around me, people “hook up” and leave their emotions at home. I’ll admit, I’ve hooked up a few times since I got to Towson for I still feel so weird. I can’t deal with temporary stuff, something inside me is yearning for someone that’s just for sure. Always being there for me, someone loyal and truthful. Maybe it’ll take awhile but I hope it comes.

Well, anyways…
How’s everyone doing?
Andy Pandy, how’s senior year?
Jack, Kevo, Marietta, how is/how was midterms?
Josh, where are you lately !!!!
Guys, let me know how you guys are doing

New Start

My internet is fixed and I can now go on MS at school.
I am planning to make a quick stop home this Friday morning to Saturday afternoon to pick up some warmer clothes. So I’ve been on MS 1-2 hours a day lately and I realized I’m broke.

No mesos for grinding, no gloves, no shield. My other equips have been sold and no longer exist. I’m not sure if I want to come back to Windia OR Khaini but who knows, we’ll see how it turns out. I guess I’m really wondering about this because half of me wants to keep playing and the other half wants to stop. Let fate decide?

Randy/trippdd/shyMAYHEM ( just look up on rankings F7 )
  Pic deleted. too bad suckers ;D 

September 28, 2008

My internet is still down unfortunately so I’m in the library just checking my blog, facebook, and a couple other stuff. I decided to stick with MS for now even though I can’t really sign on it from school.

I was on the verge of buying a 15Str/111Atk RK from ExtremeBeast but it’d leave me fairly broke without money for a new glove+shield. I doubt I’ll have time to seriously grind but I’m hoping to just merchant and slowly PQ my way up to level 70 which is my goal to reach by year 2009. On another note, how’s everyone else doing?
I had my first Criminal Justice Exam and I guess I was nervous on how I would do being my first college exam. Needless to say, I overexerted myself. I stayed up until 5:45AM of the test drinking 5 cans of Red Bull, 2 cans of Monster, 3 Starbucks Coffee Mocha, and I ended up really jittery instead of focused. I began crashing the moment I woke up and I did so-so on the exam. -B maybe up to a +B tops but after that, I had Philosophy and Poli Science and I wanted to just sleep in my room but I got up for my classes and just died in them. My head was bobbing all over the place and my head eventually plopped onto the desk for the remainder of Poli Science. Being a Thursday, my last day of classes, I went out to a Hookah Bar with a birthday girl and a couple friends. After that, major wipeout. Slept from 5AM to 4PM.
My roommate’s parents did come around 5PM and stocked our room with food and they took me out to a crab+chili dog+bbq buffet. And I must say, the food was fucking good. Anyways, I have to send a friend on MS some poli science notes so, to blog again soon

Decisions

This week, I’m being faced with so many decisions.
I’ve been stuck deciding between quitting MS all together and selling all my equips for mesos. Re-converting mesos and selling them to a meso selling website. With that route, I’d make around $700-800 along with my account. It might not seem worth it but I do need the money.

Another route I’m looking at is just continuing with something I thoroughly enjoy despite the occasional assholes, ks wars, money crisises. I really would like to start a Hero and/or Paladin but now that I’m pressed for money and dire need for time, I’m not sure what to do.
Anyways, asides from my dilemnas, college is really starting to get fun. I spent my Saturday night with my roommate and his friend Julia. She’s always around our room and we decided to follow her to the Center of Arts. We spent all night playing around with clay and then we messed with the clay wheels. It was all really fun but it got better. On our way back to our dorm around 3AM, we saw about 700 magnets. Each magnet had a word on it and we decided since we had a magnetic door, we’d steal every single one and decorate our room with them. We ran back into our building, pockets stuffed with magnets and we spent all night making funny sentences and now, friends from the building always come down to spell pervy sentences.

Well, whichever happens. Whether I sell my account+equips or continue my Hero, I’m sure there’s a great result. I’ll either have a lot of money for cigarettes and big time shopping sprees or I’ll spend my time with great friends playing a new refreshing class I love.

Clustered.

Many things to do this week, many things to read and study for.
I’ll start with this, my internet connection is dead in my dorm so no MS.
I have a lot of things to write but my bloody class ended early so I have to end this blog short
My MacBook has PhotoBooth, so I can guarentee a picture of myself. What a way to keep my blog readers coming back.
Aahaha, I’m so sinister.

Ok, so I’m in the library. My internet is still very annoying and won’t let me on.
Several things have happened since college really got underway.
My roommate, David King tried to commit suicide last week and it shook me up a bit along with my roommate Chris Flecker. Just when we were getting used to school, we got hit by this. David is ok though but most likely not returning to our room so bleh.
This morning, I overslept really badly and missed my first class at 12:30. I know, all my classes are late and I barely get to them haha.
MS wise, I’m still merchanting and getting my gear to start anew. The class is either a Paladin or a Hero but either class, it’s a new start so yay.
I’m planning to go out this Friday/Saturday night to a party and Slider’s Bar and Grill so I have to finish all my school work now but once my internet is back, very frequent blogging will begin.

Until then, good luck guys.