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My Windows XP laptop has a problem with our school’s ethernet cable connection because of the lack of an anti-virus program. I don’t think I can go on MS for awhile and although it sucks, I guess it’s for the best? I don’t really wanna quit but I do need to focus more. My visit home wasn’t the best, I got sick and couldn’t do anything but go on the computer for a little bit and sleep. I came back to shyMAYHEM to play a BM again.

I switched to a Top and Bottom since I sold my Overall. A 18 Str, White Piette Top and a 16 Dex, Red Legolier Bottom and a 3/115 Nisrock. I should reset some Str but it can come later.
shyMAYHEM equips is as the following:
- 15Str / 32Dex / 15Lck / 16Int Z-helm
- 22Str / 22Dex / 22Lck / 22Int HT Pendant
- 15 SCG
- 2/6 FS
- 4/8 PAC
- 18Str Top
- 16Dex Bot
- 12Dex Earrings
- 3/115 Nis
- 6Dex Face
I really wanna gather mesos for a 8Dex Face and a 16-17 Glove, maybe even try and get my 117 Nis back but so expensive. We’ll see what happens ^_^ 

Not so much MS, but I’ve been thinking a lot about church. I haven’t gone in a some-what 2 months, and I regret it in one way but I don’t see myself going back. Taking a Philosophy class, I learnt to question what was taught and I began thinking about Christianity more and a lot of people say that it can cripple a person’s belief in religion. Maybe it just made me more of an independent thinker, but I don’t see myself going back to my church in Maryland. Whether it’s because I rather not see certain people, or God himself, whatever happens happens.